welcome to Digital Neverland~~ ヾ(＠^▽^＠)ﾉ
this is natsu's private blog. please take your time here.
sorry for my bad English. but I'll do my best!! (o^-')b
enjoy~ (^ε^)♪

natsu.

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ah I forgot!! :|
as soon as possible I'll re-edit my profile and the private section.
much things has been changed since the last I wrote it. X3

see you in few days. XD *just if I don't forgot*
again, please ignore my meaningless title! X3

Labels: natsu's voice

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hey, long time no see! ._.

I don't realize until last night if I haven't update for this month. ;_;
I feel lazy to update anyway. nothing interesting.
and I spent almost all of my time on Ameba.
nothing, just PETA. sometimes wrote some entries.
looking for some new Indie band. some of them are really nice. ^^
I want to play PIGG, but my connection hate it. so yeah~ ._.

oh finally I can support D=OUT with my stupid way. *headdesk*
ordering it when the release date has passed about a month. :|
I bought 3 Type of Aoi Tori single. I feel so happy!
the DVD are so lovely. and it's makes me love them more and more! XD
and next year, they will release new album. >w< d="OUT" style="font-style:italic;">*heavy sigh*

and and and.. next December.. ><" Vidoll and Sadie will release a new single too. *sigh*
I WANTTT!! but I realize I can't bought it. I'm sorry.. ._.
my family was in a big problem now. and do need much of money.
well.. I only hope we can past it. God, please bless us.. ;_;

okay, that's all for now.
hopefully I can update more than this. XD
but blah.. I don't know more what to say..


oh Happy early Halloween! XD

see you around!! :3
please ignore my meaningless title XD

Labels: d=out, natsu's voice, sadie, vidoll

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currently.. I'm so sick of something.
and feel annoyed by someone.. (｀×´)

I'm really in a bad condition.
well.. not just now.. I'm like this since week ago.
I feel so stupid, broken, and slumped.
okay.. it's no use to being like this.. (｡・ε・｡)

I really want to scream.. scream out all of my pain.
but here's still midnight.. and it's so peacefully outside there.
of course I don't want get beaten by my neighbours.. (￣□￣；)


just if they can understand what I want, what I feel..
I think, the situation will not like now..
and even if at last I got what I want.
I don't think I'll feel happy more than before.
it's already broken before the time..


and about "someone".
just if you know really what's going on with me now.
I think you'll understand why I'm like this.
I know, myself change since that day.
I have been decided, so here's my way..
but I have no regret about it. （-""-；)

and please.. stop connecting something which are not related..
I'm so fed up about it. I'm like this not because of them!!
GAH!! what the hell are you thinking of!! ヾ(｡｀Д´｡)ﾉ


I'm going to sleep now.. need to cool my head.
I hope, when I open my eyes.. everything will be alright.
and my desire will be fulfilled as soon as possible. Amen..


good night and sleep tight. ヾ( ´ー｀)


*ex-posted from my Ameba*

Labels: ex-posted, natsu's voice

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yes.. disappointed of myself..
and others too. especially my friends.. (ﾉ_-｡)

I just realize something..
I got and know something..
if there's no one really care about me..
no others than my Grandparents..
thank you very much to both of them!! m(_ _ )m

so.. I was sick since yesterday.. I got a great stomachache.. (´Д｀；)
but I feel better now.. and also yesterday.. I have a promise to hangout with my friends last night..
but my Grandparents don't allow me to go out. since I'm sick like this..
okay.. then I'm stayed at home.. but my friends seems like don't care about me.
they just ask me, why I don't coming, not even ask how about my condition.
how do I don't feel disappointed? they just care of friends only for happiness..
but nevermind.. since I already know their character. I don't really care about this.. (´＿｀｡)

and also disappointed.. there's no one care when I make a mistake..
no one come to correct me.. well.. no problem.. I'm okay.. (￣ー￣)

I'm going to sleep now..
please, wish me recover soon.. ヾ( ´ー｀)


good morning and have a beautiful Sunday!! (^_-)☆



*ex-posted from my Ameba*

Labels: ex-posted, natsu's voice

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2 days ago.. I'm watching D=OUT History Document from Hanasaku Beauty single, that I found at LJ. I just realize if D=OUT is a new band with an awesome talent.. in just 3 years they can have tour on Europe.. that's great ne?? :3

and I promise of myself.. someday I'll buy their CD/DVDs.. I'll support them!! even not this time.. I realize how poor I am now.. LOL I love them so much.. I hope I can see them even just one time.. :'( I want to shake their hands and say.. THANK YOU!! X3 I only can feel happy when I'm watching their comments, see their blog's pics.. I love Kouki-san's unique voice, I don't care if somes said he's a crap vocalist.. X( Koubuki-chan, I love you!! XD <3

and D=OUT is a band that I really adore now.. I love the new single, Aoi Tori to death!! DX Aoi Tori, Kimon, Harukaze Shalala (cordiality.ver) such a masterpiece. still can't stop listening to this single.. someday, if I'll buy this single.. also Hanasaku Beauty.. I'm promise!! :D but ARGH!! I want to see the PV so bad!! but no one uploading them until now.. ;(

Labels: d=out, natsu's voice

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Happy Belated Birthday to Digital Neverland! :3


feat. IV and Ko-ki from ZiL, but now they're on ViViD ne.. :P

okay.. I make a big fail! I forgot my own blog anniversary.. *headdesk*
counted from today, there's have been 1 years 3 days since I start this blog..
nothing special that I feel.. because, to tell the truth..
I already feel lazy to continue this blog.. but I love this blog..
my very first blog.. so I can't just neglect it.. :'(

currently I love to blogging at Ameblo, because I got many experience there! :D
I found many of Indie Visual-Kei's bands member personal blog. :3 I think they're nice..
*because most of them reply my PETA, so that's mean they're care of their fans ne? :)*
and their music is great too!! really grateful I can found them~ :D

I make 3 new banner link for Digital Neverland as the present.. LOL
and it's feat. ZiL IV!! *again* I love him.. he's cute and nice! :)


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and I'll try to update my J-Music blog as soon as possible..
I'm so impatient.. I have many things to shared! so.. watch out!! XD

talking about ZiL, I love ViViD so much!! LOL
the new single, Dear is awesome.. and the PV!! WIN!! :3
I love handsomeShin's voice, energetic Ko-ki's, and cutie IV's!! XD
and they're also nice.. so that's why I love them that much!

check my Ameblo, update it almost everyday.. :)


going to sleep now.. bye nyan~ :3

Labels: 1st, anniversary, iv, ko-ki, natsu's voice, zil

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hiyaaa.. long time no see.. :)
I wonders, does anybody miss my entry?
or does someone really read every words that I write? haha.. nevermind.. :3

well.. to tell the truth.. I'm so lazy to update this blog. and I was thinking to delete this blog. but next month will be this blog first anniversary.. so yeah.. I have to thinking hard about this.. *sigh* and.. today, I'm updating this blog, just because of requests from both of my beloved friends, Hana and Riku! :3 *I love you both so much! ♥*

hmm.. ahh.. what should I write here? XD *out of idea* what I feel and do lately, can be found at my ameblo, here. because I was staying there for some weeks. but now, not again. too much pain I was feel there. haha.. nah.. let's talk about it.. XD

if you think I was happy if I can meet him* after a long long wait. okay.. I'm happy.. but he also the only one who's immediately break this feelings. but he make me realize, how big the difference between us.. me and them*. haha.. how hard I struggle, will never be the same.. it's so awful when you can't got/ reach something that you expect, ne?? so hell yeah.. I think I've to forgetting about this. or I'll become more and more tough. I love his band, I love his music and every words he wrote, I love him, I love his personality. but fvck yeah, I hate him for this. I just feel unfair here. don't you agree? :)


nevermind. :D

okay.. let's jumps to other things! XD
lately I was addicted to a band which are name, lynch.! ♥
I know about them from Riku. :3 *thanks sis!* and awww.. they're simple but awesome! *-*
the vocalist, Hazuki. and the guitarist, Yusuke! they're great! we both love them. haha..
my fave song is Ambivalent Ideal! but for PV.. hmm.. SHADOWZ, maybe? :) *I really love Yusuke's voice there!*

next band is.. D=OUT!! XD yes.. once again, I'm falling love with D=OUT. :D
I really love the new PV and album.. aww.. awww.. no comment.. I love them!! >_<



ah seems like, my lazy nerves is working now.. lol
I don't know what I've to say again.. and I'm lazy to write more. XD
I'm sleepy.. =_= so.. bye! <3

Labels: d=out, lynch., natsu's voice

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夏。
19 years old
May 26th
Medan, Indonesia

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